Well congratulations everyone we have made it through another decade. Exept for you people that died, uh I guess you can spend the new year with Michael Jackson. Or maybe there was no new year for you...questions, questions. Stupid. Anyways my year was pretty cool I guess it started off OK. I mean there wasn't anything totally awesome going on in my life, I was at Disneyworld which was pretty cool. I mostly looking forward to moving here. Now that I'm here it's pretty cool nothing extra amazing. I'm still alive I guess.
That's not the point though. I mean I have been feeling extra depressed lately and I don't know why, I've been thinking too much probably. This one guy who I think is my friend won't talk to me anymore for some stupid reason and I dont know how to make good friends. Anyways so about this one guy.
We talk a lot especially during free period but then my sister and my awesome friend Gavi(that wasn't sarcasm by the way she is pretty awesome but what she's about to do next isn't) were talking to him on facebook. Gavi being herself decides to go into the topic of sex and saying a bunch of random crap on the subject. Talking about my virginity and stuff and he really had to go. Then my sister starts talking to him and saying the weirdest things like "I'm yo baby's daddy". And this is all happening on my account. Oh my wonderful friends. So she keeps saying this stuff and not mentioning it's her and not me. She even goes on to messaging him.
I apologized the next day, or maybe the day after becuase I had a party to go to and I was pretty busy. And he never responds. So I decided maybe he was busy and not at the computer. So I tried again another day. No response. So I decided that was it I had even tried making jokes about the whole thing, I looked like an idiot. And now I guess he thinks I am one.
I don't know why I am being so stubborn but I won't talk to him. Honestly I've been acting like I hate him, he's really pissing me off. I don't want to be the first one to say something I don't want to break. It probably has something to do with my past and shit but that would be way to long a blog. So eventually I'll probably talk first, if I don't I might feel like I've accomplished something. I think he's being completely immature though, I mean it was just some stupid stuff online. My sister thought he didn't have a dad or something and "Baby's Daddy" might have triggered some emotional explosion. I laughed. He does have a dad btw.
So maybe I'll say something maybe I'll ask why he's being such an immature little girl. But I'm not that mean so maybe I'll just say hey.
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