Sunday, December 9, 2012

So Done

I have no clue why today I'm saying this but I'm gonna die a lonely virgin. I know guys hate it when girls are desperate whiny bitches, but today is my day to be just that, especially because there are no guys in my life. I guess this starts with the fact that I go to COMMUNITY COLLEGE AND I FEEL LIKE MY LIFE IS GOING NOWHERE. Glad to get that off my chest. Then when I finally think "Hey maybe I have a chance with this one cute guy in my Communications class." He's taken. Of course he is, why should that surprise me at all? Then here comes fucking Misha Collins and his beautiful ass life which for some reason I can't stop reading about.

For those of you who don't know Misha Collins plays the angel Castiel in the show Supernatural which I have quickly become addicted to. So Misha is introduced and I'm automatically hooked, and I have to find out who this beautiful ass man is. So naturally I look him up on IMDB. He's married to his high school sweetheart, they have two kids, he built their house and practically all their furniture. Then of course like an idiot I go looking for the story about how he proposed. He made her engagement ring! THEY'VE BEEN TOGETHER FOR 20 YEARS. So now I'm over here dying because I know I'll never get that.

Now for some reason all I want is to be homeless so I can try and figure out what the hell my life is supposed to amount to. I don't know exactly how losing everything will help me figure that out, but I figure if I hit my low there's no where to go but up. I just feel like giving up on whatever love life God had planned for me and focusing on myself. Unless that is the point. Then great.

This rant didn't make me feel any better than when I started. I actually feel worse. What is wrong with me?

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Fashion Challenge Day 1


From Head to Toe:
Peach Ribbon (you can't really see it but it's holding my pony tail)
Navy Blue/Light Blue Scarf
Tan Longsleeve Shirt
Army Green Skirt
Plaid Green/Blue/Tan Converse

New Idea

Decided to start a new 30 day challenge. I'm going to take a picture everyday of my outfit. Hopefully I'll be able to come up with a new outfit everyday. I should make that part of the challenge...maybe we'll take it easy first, then see how well I do. I haven't gotten dressed yet but the challenge starts today so once I'm all ready to go I'll take a pic and upload it.

Now here's the real question: should I do it here or on Tumblr?

I do use Tumblr more often, and people actually look at my Tumblr so that might be the smart way to go if I want feedback. I don't like to write on that too much though. What if I decided to do a 30 day challenge every month. Of course that would be a little difficult when I get to November because I'm starting late. I could have two challenges overlapping. See how that goes.

Hmm... I'll start on my Tumblr then I suppose. But I'll keep you updated too.

Thursday, July 19, 2012

Magic Mike (The First And Second Time)


I had the pleasure of watching Magic Mike the day it came out in a theatre full of middle aged women, and half the time I was giggling like an idiot. Basically the stripper scenes were almost overshadowing everything else in the movie. I mean they were amazingly hot thanks to the incredibly sexy cast. So I was a very happy viewer that is until we reach the portion of the movie that deals with Alex Pettyfer's dumbass character Adam aka "The Kid" and his choice of becoming a drug dealer, basically after the scene with the hurricane the movie goes down hill and made me kinda want to walk out of the movie theatre. It just took me to this really dark place which I didn't want to be in after being in such a state of happiness. It killed the mood.

The second time I watched the movie was because my sister wanted to go see it and my mom said we couldn't go see The Amazing Spiderman unless my whole family could come (not that I hate my family it was just getting too late and my mom didn't want to go out). I got to the theatre, sat down, the movie started, and all I could think about was that last half of the movie and then after the first stripping scene all I could think was "Maybe I should just go see Ted," "I wonder if I can still go in to see Ted," "I don't even have to know what happened at the beginning I just don't want to see the end of this movie." But finally loyalty to my friends came first and I decided to continue watching Magic Mike. By the time the movie was over I was so depressed all I could say about the movie was how depressing it was I couldn't even focus on the stripping.

If there is anything good to say about my experience watching Magic Mike it's that 1. I never want to be a stripper if I ever had the slightest thought of possibly becoming a stripper it was destroyed after that movie and 2. I never want to do drugs not that I ever actually wanted to but if I was ever in a situation where someone offered me drugs that scene would come up in my head amongst other things then I'd feel all dirty like Alex Pettyfer with a beard and walk away, no hesitation, then I'd probably take a shower.

It's The Second Most Wonderful Time Of The Year

It means summer for those of you who don't share the same interests as me. I've been having fun and I've been extremely busy doing American things like going to Target and watching fireworks on the 4th of July etc. I've been neglecting the blog a little but I haven't even written any journal entries so I know I've been extra busy. Especially with learning how to drive kinda, sucks I'm kinda nervous for this test. I don't know exactly why I came on here to write maybe just wishing all of you a great summer. Have a good time and don't just lay on your ass I mean unless you really want to but if you're bored then do something for goodness sake I mean figure it out there's got to be something you can do. For example later today I will go to the pool (hopefully) plus I've got to work out (especially because I can't get away from all the delicious and fattening food). Ride your bike, read a book, take a walk, clean your room, stalk your favorite celebrity or regular person, make a blog, play a game, try new hairstyles, try on makeup, water your garden, make a garden, decorate your room. I don't know just whatever, now go do something.

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

Hermit Issues

I don't know what else to call this but lately I've been hanging out in the library a lot because I only have three classes from now until graduation, but I feel like the more I hang out there the more I become socially awkward. As if I wasn't enough. It doesn't exactly help that my friends barely come to school because they're studying. I don't blame them or anything it just doesn't help that I lost that comfort circle of people. Now I leave the library and I see people and I just feel so out of place and nervous and anxious. I order my sandwich for lunch and I feel like the teachers in the snack bar are scrutinizing my every move. So I stand there like, Ok Cari, just put your bag down on that table, no one's gonna take it, no one's gonna think your weird, it's just a bag, not a bomb or anything. Seriously any time I leave my bag unattended now I feel like someone is going to think I left a bomb, I have no idea why, I usually just leave my bag wherever. Now I especially hate lunch time because that's when all the people are out and about causing havoc among the school, the idiotic middle schoolers in particular. I try to avoid normal lunch time as much as possible, which is easy because I have no classes before or after lunch. I can either take a late or early lunch. But today I have to see all of them because my brother has my lunch, damn.

Right now I'm sitting in the high school IB study room and there are about five people in here including me and I still feel out of place, like I shouldn't be here. And I know these people, they're perfectly nice people. I just don't feel like I can enjoy scrolling through tumblr or watching youtube videos in here, like everyone knows what I'm doing. I'm not even looking at anything bad.

I think I just like to be alone especially now when everyone is stressing about their finals, I like to stay away from that. In my far corner in the library I'm all alone most of the time and it's nice and cold and there's a little sofa seat that I can sit on when I feel like writing and put my feet up and relax. The reason I've been thinking a lot about people also might be because I have had the minimal amount of human contact at my school. So I haven't talked to anyone which causes my mind to roam like crazy, I think I might be going crazy. But who cares, I like my corner of solitude, for now. I'll talk to people later.

This Hermit Crab definitely represents me right now, plus it's so cute I had to post it :)

Thursday, May 3, 2012

Heading Out For Battle


My math textbook is probably burning in hell right now and that's why I can't find it. In a couple of hours, more like an hour, I will be taking my Math SL FINAL EXAM. I know I probably shouldn't be freaking out over it so I decided to leave the room where everyone was freaking out. It was becoming extremely stressful. I gave myself this big extravagant pep talk this morning as I looked at myself in the mirror. Now I'm beginning to see that this test doesn't matter for much and even if I do get a three or four I shouldn't worry. But that's just my predicament, for other people this test does matter, a lot. So to those people, may the odds be ever in your favor and lets hope the gods look favorably upon you. Oh and I brought little Thor (from the cup I got at the movies) with me just in case I needed a little comfort and a laugh. Or I could just look at this:


Maybe it's not the test I'm so worried about, maybe it's the aftermath. Haha...after-MATH, oh god I'm becoming my mother. Well anyway I know that my friends will probably be drained (I'll probably be drained too) and then they might get all emotional and start crying (I don't blame them I did too during mocks). I have no idea how to comfort them, I'm so awkward when it comes to that and I always end up saying the wrong thing so I usually just keep my mouth shut. I hope I don't cry, that would be very bad. Mostly because I don't have as much at stake here, then if I get upset everyone is gonna be like, "Ugh OMG why is CARINA crying, this test isn't even important for her." But they don't understand. I used to be great at Math, I wasn't a genius or anything but I was good enough for Pre AP Math. I used to get straight As, 100s on practically all my quizzes and tests. Then I came here and for some reason my Math grade has fallen and I've never gotten all marks on a test or quiz since the beginning of 11th grade. I have no idea what's wrong with me. Well I have an idea but there's nothing I can do about it now, the year is over and all I have left to show for my knowledge in Math is this test. And I'm most likely going to fail. Going from straight As to failing, and then people ask why this school sucks.

Right now I'm just trying to calm myself down now and let what happens happen. I shouldn't beat myself up so much. I hope this goes better than I think it will, it probably won't but whatever.

Monday, April 30, 2012

Getting Skinny vs Getting Confident

This is definitely a hot topic amongst my friends. Not because we all want to be super skinny and are always complaining about our weight, almost none of us do that. Of course there are some that have been on and off about their body image, but who doesn't have self confidence issues every once in a while. With summer, prom, graduation, and the big move right around the corner I have been thinking a lot about loosing weight. I usually don't think about it that much because I'm usually worrying about other things plus that's not really something I've always stressed over. Not saying I'm skinny or anything, I'm definitely not, I've got more of those Latina thighs and ass genes, but I'm not overweight.

Anyway the point is sometimes I do work out and I don't want to brag about it which I'm not doing but sometimes I feel like if I mention it, it brings up this whole topic about how everyone complains about their body and how they're "sooo fat". Like this one girl I know who is super skinny and makes it a thing to bring up how she feels huge and that she needs to lose weight. She says it right in the middle of class all the time, in the hallway, it's impossible not to hear her. I just want people to know I NEVER WANT TO BE LIKE THAT. Basically I'm scared to ever bring up the fact that I've been working out because I don't want to risk sounding like this girl, not that I usually need to bring it up. I just feel bad that I feel this way.

I think this idea might have to do with the fact that I tell myself that I want to get healthy and feel confident but then another part of me says, shouldn't you feel confident in your own body? I mean that's what people tell you all the time right? Then for some odd reason I start to feel bad for working out and not feeling completely happy with my body. I'd love to be able to walk down the beach or by the pool in my bikini without feeling like I have to put my arms around my stomach and cover everything up, so automatically I think, "Well if I lost a couple of pounds I'd feel a lot better." I don't exactly know, I want to feel strong and confident and look amazing but I also want to make sure I'm not going about this the wrong way.

Either way I'm going to continue on my road to loosing weight for summer. It's not like I have much to worry about for school so I'm really going to use my time wisely (for once). Oh and sorry I might start blogging about this more because I want to keep myself focused and I don't want to have to complain to my friends about taking away the Ho Hos, Oreos, and cheesecake too much. Damn you beautiful desserts.

Oh and BTW these are tags I never imagined using on this blog. :P

Saturday, April 28, 2012

Hello...Anyone Out There?

Hey people of the internet. So I have no idea if you're actually reading this stuff or if you just find it by accident and then leave...yeah. I would be eternally grateful if you left comments because I would like to know what you think so I can improve the blog. I also just kinda want to know what kind of people are reading this, just because it would be fun.

Thanks, I hope someone out there reads this and comments, even if it's just hi :)

Here's a picture of a kitty:


Thursday, April 26, 2012

Midnight Showing of The Avengers YOLO



Dear God The Avengers was so amazing, explosion of everything including my ovaries. The first like 15 min me legs were shaking literally shaking from all the anticipation.

First off I would like to mention what I ship:
Potts and Tony
Black Widow and Hawkeye
Then I might have begun to ship Tony and Capt. America

I can explain. OK at first I thought it was just wrong because they're so damn sexy. I'm not homophobic or anything it's just TONY AND CAPTAIN AMERICA like why? But then I watched the movie and I was like...suddenly I see (yes I did sing that in my head). It was just there, when they were fighting, especially when Tony would make fun of him. I was like, yes.

So I watched the movie at midnight the first night it was out. Tuesday after school I had to do a lot of convincing along with my sister so that my mom would pick us up from the mall at like 3 a.m. I am eternally grateful to my mom for that :) I have been waiting for that movie for SO LONG. We even got the cups with the little figures of The Avengers on the top. I got Thor, my sister got Iron Man, and Gavi got Capt. America.

I don't want to give any spoilers but I loved all the stories in the movie coming together. I would have loved to see more of Capt. America but I heard there's more in the DVD about him, deleted scenes and stuff so I'm definitely getting that in Blu-Ray. Then at the beginning I was really worried that Loki would show up and all I would think of is Tom Hiddleston all nice and gentlemanly because he was afraid he wouldn't be evil enough. But by the end of that movie I just wanted him to die...I mean that as a compliment, but I mean it's not like Tom Hiddleston himself would ever read that, but if for some reason he was please take that as a compliment (I would probably die if I found out Tom Hiddleston was actually reading my lowly little blog). Like he was so bad that I just wanted him to die and the Avengers to win. So basically what I mean is that Tom Hiddleston did an excellent job at being the villain, he was so good I started to hate Loki too...and yet I still find him so damn seductive. That's another thing, my friends don't understand my Loki obsession at all (I hate using the word obsession btw I just really really like him, it's the word they chose to use), none of them. The entire movie they were making fun of me and completely dissing him. I just shook it off, it's kinda funny, plus I see it as less competition. Haha as if I had a shot with the real guy.

There will probably be more posts about this movie because I can't remember everything right now and as usual I'm blogging at school.

Oh one more thing TONY DIES.

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

Update

Less than a month until I graduate high school, sometimes I have to tell myself that to really believe it. But this post isn't necessarily about me graduating or how pissed off I am about the fact that our senior class hasn't done a prank or a skip day. I should be working on English right now but I have time to work on that later. I don't exactly remember why I decided to write today but when I was walking to the library I felt like writing out my thoughts might help me think clearly about what I should add to my essay.

Right now I'm anticipating watching The Avengers, which should come out tomorrow here. I keep checking the website for the movie theater to try and find out what the times will be but they don't have anything yet. Ok I just checked again and it says the only theaters showing the movie tomorrow are further away than my parents would take me. I hate not being able to drive in this country. WAIT, they're showing it at the second closest mall!! YES :D

Moving on, I've been watching Wallander a lot lately, I usually watch an episode every afternoon when I get home. I must admit the only reason I started watching it is because Tom Hiddleston is in it, I'm glad it's a good show because I might've stopped watching if it wasn't. He doesn't make that many appearances on the show, at least not as many as he has in this other show called Suburban Shootout, that one is weird. Really weird, and kinda stupid. Again I only started watching because he's in it, I know that's really lame and stalker-ish but I wanted to see him act some more. I've gotten really into acting lately, not me acting because there's nothing going on at school, but watching people act. I don't want to criticize anything yet though, I'll just tell you that I like Wallander even though it gets a little depressing watching people die and solving the mysteries surrounding their deaths. Suburban Shootout I don't entirely understand the only way I can really explain it is like mafia housewives? They have these two groups like the good wives and the bad ones and they keep crime out of their little town. I'm sorry my description sucks, basically it's a really strange story about housewives who shoot at each other.

The other show I started watching is Sherlock, it's British like all the other shows I've mentioned in this post. I really love this one so far, and I've only watched one episode. Well one episode is like an hour and a half, I don't really understand why. Anyways it's really good, I think the actor that plays Sherlock does an amazing job. I don't have time to go into detail or anything but if you have time and you like mystery check it out.

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Dreams...Why Am I Telling You This?

Today this girl in my grade asked me the one question that I despise answering: "What is your dream job?" I hesitated as I always do when someone asks me a question about my future. Then my friend Cosmina saved me and said "Film Maker" because I absolutely love movies, I love to create these films in my head, but they're usually music videos while I'm listening to my iPod. I love to watch them mostly but what I love more than anything in the world is that feeling that you get after watching a movie. It makes you feel like you can do anything, and when it hits you there is nothing like it. The feeling that anything is possible, that life is amazing, that the world is a beautiful place to live. And no one can take that feeling away.

I want to create that in other people. I want to give them hope. I want to have the courage to follow my dream wherever it may lead me because honestly I don't know what career would fit that description. This has probably been the cheesiest post yet. I just want you to know that music and movies, and that weird and incredible feeling I get in the pit of my stomach when someone fits the two perfectly, I believe that is what I want to create. That is my dream job.

I'm just too scared to tell people that.

Oh and just a hint, I think I decided to post this here because I know no one reads my blog so it seems pretty safe here, and if someone is reading this right now, good for you. Now you know one more thing about me I usually don't tell people...ah the power of the internet.

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

The Deep Blue Sea



I have to start off with telling you that the only reason I watched this movie is because I was having a Tom Hiddleston Movie Marathon this weekend, it didn't start on purpose, it just kinda happened. I will try my hardest not be biased in this post because I know this crush on Hiddleston will try and make me favor him in the movie.

So anyway, the two main characters are Freddie (Tom Hiddleston) and Hesta (Rachel Weisz). She is married to a judge but is having an affair with Freddie who was in WWII. Basically she leaves her husband who is boring and bland for a man with more fiery passion and seems more carefree. She falls in love with Freddie and her husband finds out and so she moves in with Freddie and for some reason which he is gone playing golf she tries to kill herself.

I don't completely understand why she tries to kill herself, maybe she just hates her life, I'm not entirely sure. Please help me understand. She was going to leave him a suicide note but after her attempt failed she tried to keep it hidden from him, he'd found it by accident of course. So he gets really upset because Hesta says that Freddie could never love her as much as she loves him and he doesn't want to get mixed up in this entire problem with the divorce and all. Everything's pretty complicated and sometimes I feel like I hate both Hesta and Freddie but then at the same time I feel sorry for both of them.

The problem is just that they are bad for each other. There's a line that Freddie says, it goes, "We're lethal to each other. You can't expect a bloke to go on after he's driven someone to suicide, much as he loves her." That line wrapped up a lot for me, helped me understand where Freddie was coming from. Their love is a messy one, it's all complicated and twisted which I honestly don't believe is what love should be like. The problem is part of me wanted them to stay together even after I knew they shouldn't be.

The movie as a whole was pretty good, it wasn't amazing, it was actually really slow. That's why I couldn't pay attention all the time, it was so quiet and slow and kinda bland sometimes. If you want to watch it for Tom then go ahead, if you want to watch it at all please do so but I didn't think it was great. And if you're not in the mood you'll probably just stop it after the first couple of scenes between Freddie and Hesta.

That's just my opinion, if you don't agree let me know. Plus it's like 12:30 in the morning and I am exhausted from school and basketball so who knows, my opinion might even change.

Wednesday, March 7, 2012

Make Kony Famous



Ok so this is how I found out. I was watching the trailer for The Avengers about the 10th time and then I decided to watch the trailer for The Amazing Spiderman. Then I started reading the comments and the top comment was KONY 2012 and I was confused, so I kept scrolling down and someone asked what it meant and people responded saying look it up. So I looked it up on youtube because I am free today and I have nothing better to do and it seemed important if so many people knew and it was the top comment. I clicked on the first video (it seemed legit) then I looked at how long it was and I was like, "What? Almost 30 minutes...oh whatever I'll just watch it."
I watched the whole thing, I cried about three times, and I immediately posted it on facebook and tumblr. As you can see now it's time for my blog to know. I know this will probably reach no one but hey, at least it's something.
If you want to watch the video this is the link:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y4MnpzG5Sqc

It's really well done, I enjoyed watching it, but I guess I understand if you don't have the time right now. I'll let you know what the whole thing is about.

So there's this guy his name is Joseph Kony and he has this army made up of abducted children. He takes them from their homes and forces them to join his army, the rebel group called the LRA. He forces them to kill their parents and makes them mutilate people's faces. The girls are turned into sex slaves. This had been going on for over 20 years now and all the man wants to do is maintain power. He is greedy and selfish and needs to be stopped. The problem is almost no one knew who he was until now.

The guy who made the video has been working for 8 years on this project and has tried going to the government but the first time he tried to get them to help they said they wanted to take no part in something that wasn't threatening our national security. But he was persistent, he has made this campain in order to raise awareness and now the government has recognized him and this issue. We have troops in Uganda helping the military there learn how to find Kony.

The point is to get as many people as possible to know. Call your senator if you're in the states, send the video to another person. You can pledge and buy a kit to cover your town in posters and stickers to let people know on their site which is:

www.kony2012.com

It's all going down on April 20, so get ready.

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

My School Has No Heart


And no spirit but that's not the point of this post. My school finally decided to block tumblr and facebook. I understand facebook but TUMBLR come on people, I mean you had to rip out the one thing that makes my day enjoyable. Right now I only have about three classes because all the IB students are taking their mock exams and I'm one of the only people not taking the IB program. So I usually just mess around on my laptop usually on tumblr looking up hot guys or funny stuff or scrolling through my dash. It's not like I really have anything better to do except read which I do even if tumblr is there.

I bet you it's these stupid freshmen and sophmores and their school laptops. The teachers were probably complaining because they don't pay attention in class because the freshmen and sophmores have laptops from the school to use in class (our school is trying to be more technologically advanced *rolls eyes*). So they probably found out they were on facebook and tumblr the most so they blocked those websites. The school had to give them laptops...really. You don't think if you give a kid the key to a whole world of procrastinating they're not gonna use it? You don't think they're gonna want to play around on the internet instead of listening to a lecture on the Civil War? Get real.

At least they haven't blocked blogger because then all I'd have left to do is read and study, study, study. They're trying to kill us, well it's not as bad as the IB but I do study on my own time. I just don't want to study all the time, I'd like to enjoy my time in this world.

The thing that creeps me out the most is that they could be watching me right now, as I write this post. So it's pretty stupid that I'm doing it at school but I just couldn't read anymore, no offence to my book, it's really good, I just get tired of doing the same thing for too long.

Well basically now I'm pissed because I can't look up stuff on tumblr about my favorite shows and see gifs of my favorite scenes of movies and stuff. The more I think about the the more I dislike this school but I shouldn't think abotu it too much, I'll be out of here soon enough...3 months. Actually less but we'll round for now.

I'm done with this problem, but now I'm not sure on what to do so I'll look for pictures to add to this post :) Makes the posts more inviting I think. Plus my iPod is running out of battery which means I can't read :(

Monday, March 5, 2012

Movie Weekend

So I have been watching a lot of movies lately, well since about the beginning of the school year. I don't know why, I just love movies. Anyway this weekend I watched five, I think it's because I have been so busy with school I didn't have time to watch anything last weekend or the one before so this weekend I went crazy. I must warn you first, this post is going to be mostly dedicated to the Marvel movies I watched because I can't stop thinking about them. I watched the following:

1. The Incredible Hulk
2. Breakfast At Tiffany's
3. Thor
4. The Help
5. My Fair Lady

Kind of a weird bunch to watch at the same time but I basically called this weekend my Superhero/Audrey Hepburn weekend not including The Help, but I'd already seen it, I was just re-watching it with my mom.

I'll start by saying why this whole thing started. So first I wanted to watch Thor on Friday night but the copy we had sucked. So I watched The Incredible Hulk instead because the Hulk is in The Avengers too so I decided it would still contribute to my Avengers learning time.

That turned out to be awesome, and the guy that played Bruce Banner was pretty good looking... yeah he was hot. If only he played The Hulk in The Avengers. I guess it's ok, we still have Mark Ruffalo who is damn fine. Then at the end Tony Stark was there I was just like kljshdfaksdjfha. It was just too much for me to handle, haha no actually we'll get to that in Thor, but Robert Downey Jr. is still amazingly sexy, but my sister has dibs on him, she likes him more anyway.

Then Breakfast At Tiffany's, it was really late when I started watching it so I fell asleep during the movie and I finished it later, but I really liked it. I was happy I'd finally seen it, and god her style is amazing, so classy. I wish my wardrobe was more like hers.




The next night, Saturday, I watched Thor in beautiful Blu Ray quality. Ok so I was really kinda skeptical of this movie, I have to be honest about that because it's the reason I put off watching it for so long. I thought it looked stupid for some reason, I don't know I guess the idea of some buff guy from another planet with flowing blond locks and a beard, wielding a giant hammer just seemed like too much for me. But then I watched it, I didn't like Chris Hemsworth at all but it was ok because I had my eyes set on someone else, which I guess is good for me because my friend has this thing for Chris now. I was totally falling for Loki (I need you to understand that I'm not really IN LOVE with these people it's just the way I express myself, I pretty much go crazy, I believe many of you can understand). So quiet and mysterious although you could tell he had so much opinion by his facial expressions, damn his facial expressions! And his blue eyes how they contrasted with his dark hair. How tortured he was just made me want him more. I don't know if there are words to describe how I felt when he let go at the end. I've never felt this way about the villain in a superhero movie before, I was so torn, I didn't want him to be evil but it was so HOT. Let's make one thing clear though, I don't think Tom Hiddleston is a god, just Loki. Hiddleston's hair is weird to me plus it's the character that I love. I'm kinda sad though because Loki's hair in The Avengers is longer and it's just annoying, it was like the perfect length in Thor, nonetheless I'm still so excited to see him again. I'm excited to see all of them again...especially Chris Evans/Captain America *drool* I can't wait to see him on screen again. I just can't wait to see everything continued.

I am running out of time in this class period so I'll end this here. You already know what other movies I watched and I'll let you know I loved all of them. This was a good weekend in terms of movies. Overall it was a good weekend. I will be posting soon because I have more to say, especially about what I anticipate most this year. I'll let you know what that is later. Until then :)

Oh yeah, and in case you think I'm being too harsh on Hemsworth I did like him at the end of the movie. The whole romance with Natalie Portman's character was so sweet and sad and his first day on Earth was really funny.

Thursday, March 1, 2012

Back, Again

So ok I know I haven't been dedicated to my blog and all. I really do have things to write about I just have been so busy and I kind of forgot about blogger now that I have a tumblr and all here's the link http://evasandevas.tumblr.com/
Life has been pretty crazy recently. Not in the way life should be crazy, more like very academically challenging. Anyway I've been really busy focusing on Math because I'm taking it for an IB certificate and I'd like to get a good grade. Oh I hate the IB just so you know, and I'm not even taking the full diploma. Most of my friends are though so I get a lot of stress from them and I listen to their issues, it sounds like hell, it looks like hell, it's probably what hell is like.
I think next week I will get back to blogging more normally, I'll probably post about my first concert! That was last summer, it was amazing. But I don't have time to write about that at the moment because I should actually be studying for my Math Paper 2 mock. I'm a wonderful procrastinator.
I should be on my way now. Hopefully you will hear from me more often...or not, I still have my tumblr.